I've spent my Saturday doing what I should have been doing all week: my homework. If I haven't made it painfully clear, I'm supremely lazy. This laziness is exasperated whenever I have to do something I have no interested in. Even the joy of bullshitting doesn't help. And so, it is the last minute and I have to finish my homework.
The class: vocation and spirituality, online
The lame-ness level: During the first online session we had to compare ourselves to pictures of dogs waiting around a swimming pool... and there was a right and wrong answer
The assignment: group discussion boards
Every week we have to comment on a message board about how the weekly reading has changed our view on vocation. AND we have to reply to two other students on the message board. Why is this so difficult for me to complete? Well, the first week, I didn't have the book and I couldn't complete the assignment. So I bullshitted some stuff and replied to one other post by talking about feelings. I thought I did a pretty good job, considering. But the teacher not only failed me for that week (which was understandable) she also wrote me a long letter about how not replying to my classmates hurts the overall participation level in the class and is unfair to them...
What this teacher has done, has ensured that nothing I do for this class will be sincere, or turned in a minute before the do date. The work I put into not putting into work is exhausting.
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