I’m one more day and one more class away from Easter Break. This break serves as a beginning of the very end. After Easter there will be eight days of classes between me and final exams. I have two research papers and three tests before I can graduate. That’s it. I’m still having a difficult time realizing and accepting that I’m going to graduate. But having a checklist of what I need to do and seeing that the checklist is so short makes things believable. But with this actualization of graduation comes the hit-me-across-the-face realization that I’m going to have to find a job. A real job. That pays in real money. Because I'll have to pay real bills. Maybe if I just stay one more semester... Four years ago I definitely didn’t expect that college would be such an anchor. I spent 18 years without college, why is leaving feeling so difficult?
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